Introducing the new family member and why did God create dumb ass people and should they be allowed in public places.

It's 45 mins past midnight. What an interesting day I had yesterday (Friday). To start off I wokeup in the morning checking my email to see how my Direct Deposit was from job #2, why did that mutha say ONLY $19.72? I was like what the fuck? Then i go online and realize that a United Way contribution that I had put in back in OCTOBER OF 2005 for a ONE TIME WITHDRAWL of $120.00 just DECIDED to kickin TODAY!!!!! So I freak for a min because I have a hair appoint today along with Danielle. So my mom was cool and lent me the money.

I then went to work, aka job #1. While I was at work, I was on the phone talkin with Danielle and our beautican, gives me a call stating she is too tired. We are talkin for a bit and she states that she would be able to take one of us, if one of us came earlier. I decided to take off around 1:40pm and go to the job to take care of some business for Danielle. Afterwards I go to North West Plaza to pick up some items at Bath and Body Works that I called the day before yesterday (Thursday) to be put on hold. Also paid on my jewelry layways at JC's JEWELERS.

then i went home dropped off the packages and make my way to the hair salon. I get on Highway 70 going towards Grand and speeding like a demon, notice my gas tank is on EMPTY. AYEEEEEEEEEEE, so i stop at the gas station and fill my car up with some gas. My car feels better and then I finally get the hair salon by 3pm. I am knocked the hell out pretty much sleepin thru the whole ordeal finally get out at 6:15pm.

After the hair salon I get to Danielle's where I get to meet her god-baby for the first time. Earlier this morning we decied to get together and hangout. So when I get to her house she is ready to leave along with her god-baby, Savannah. She is as cute as she can be and quite shy. Danielle's asks me to take her up to Best Buy so she can finish up some business for our work schedules. We get out there and I'm taking Savannah around the store showing her around while Danielle is taking care of her business. After a while Danielle is with us, and I go talk to one of our co-worker's Dan, to thank him for my x-mas present ( a St. Louis Galleria Gift Card).

We leave around 8pm and go the OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE off of Lindbergh for dinner. Savannah starts to warm up to me and by the end of the meal she is just waving her hands around and cutting up. She was so nice she shared her bread with me and Danielle.;) Once dinner was done we go by my house so my mom can see Savannah. We stayed for probably an hour and my mom was talkin to Danielle about some issues with Savannah. Right before we leave my mom asks if I had eaten her TOSTITOES chips, ummmmmmmmmm yep. So she stated that I was not to set foot in her house till I brought another bag home.

i drop Danielle and Savannah off at their home, yet I will be picking Danielle up anyway for a morning meeting, so I'll see her soon. I then decide, yea maybe I should stop at the 24 hour Schnucks off of Lindell. I get there and pick up a few items. I am sure you are all familiar with the Self Check-out lanes. Well i step up to one and I'm starting to check out. In the middle of my activities this Chick has the nerve to move my basket so SHE can place her shit on the area right before scanning section. I'm lookin at her like what the fuck? She is standing way to close to me and I'm giving her a look like you need to give me 50ft ( I know some of you know the song).

As I am finishing up my transaction Im waiting for my receipt and do you know when I turn behind me to put my debit card up, she starts to scan her shit? I'm like I have yet to move from the area and to me it's just proper courtesy to let a person finish their business before invading on their area. As I'm getting my bags I walk away and say "rude as bitch", i know she heard me because when I turned around she had just dropped a can and was looking at me. I wanted to cus her out soooo bad, but at that particular Schnucks, the cops that are there don't care who start shit, to me they would just mace you first and ask questions later. i sure hope I see that bitch again. I'd let her ass know from now on, keep ya behind away from my basket and if ya dumbass didn't want to carry all of that stuff in your hand, then you should have had a FUCKING BASKET!!!!!!!!!!. Why do people live to piss me off? Oh well i'll just sleep on it.

Emotions......apply ointment where irritation occurs

Hello chicas and dudes!!!! Just got home this evening,didn't go to work today since I was feeling ill. But my spirits were lifted a bit when I received a personal message from a fellow blogger who informed me that my pages was one of many that Yahoo had highlighted as interested reads. LOL go figure that. Either way I thought he was pulling my chain until I did see my name in the listing. So I thought wow, people do like me. hahaha

ANY OLE WAY, I must say that I did have a good afternoon, 3 out of 4 packages I had been waiting for all came today and boy was I happy as hell. Then I took my behind to the St. Louis Mills Mall and chilled out at the Bookstore BOOKS-A-MILLION. I also cruised over to the Old Navy inside as well as the Bath and Body Works. For those who enjoy Bath and Body Works as much as I do, I need not tell you about the annual semi sale that is going on, as well as I know I don't need to tell you that they have ALOT of merchandise that is up to 75% off, and I definitely don't have to tell you that I have been racking up like a bandit from HELL. Sad thing is....................I'm still not done shopping.

I wonder if it is the genetic imprint of women to just SHOP (or whatever else that women might do)when we are bored, sad, depressed, mad, happy, or any other emotion that may come across our path. For men I don't even know what to say. Some guys I know like to either play some hard hitting contact sport to vent out, maybe play some Madden or any other Video game, get some head or have sex, Hell I know some guy who likes to go play Paintball when he's pissed.

For myself personally I might shop, take in a movie, play a video game, call a friend, OR WRITE A POST TO MY BLOG;) Overall Human-beings are complex and perplexed creations. I know I wouldn't want to be anything or anybody else.

On a totally seperate note: Yesterday i received some more BEAUTIFUL pics of my god-daughter I will try to post them ASAP. Also have you ever seen Hermit Crabs? When I went to the Mills today, I decided to go into one of my favorite shops and just stared at the Hermit Crabs for 10 minutes. Kinda a weird huh? Oh well I took a pic of one and I'll use that as the pic for this blog entry;)

Also I JUST remembered, is it possible to become even more pissed because you are shopping? Let me give you a tad bit a scenaro, say you go into a store and you just see some jeans that are just KILLA. You take a pair and TRY and I do emphasize on the word TRY them on. Only to find out that because God blessed you with a pair of ample hips the jeans don't come up ALL the way just off by like 2 to 3 inches. All I have to ask is WOULD IT KILL SOME OF THESE FACTORIES (OR UNFORTUANTLEY SWEAT SHOPS) JUST TO ADD 2% OR EVEN 3% SPANDEX to the DAMN JEANS? I mean not everyone can benefit from 97% cotton and 3% polyester. I like to be comfortable in my shit, not looking like I have camel toe going on.

PART TWO: update to fiasco new years eve

went to both jobs today, not much spectacular at job 1, but you can imagine my surprise at job 2. Saw johnathon and we had a bit of a "talk". He gave me a totally different story from the one i was told from Danielle. He stated he tried to give her all the money upfront at first but she wouldn't take it. Not to mention he says that she didn't tell him until that friday where the hotel rooms were. Of course I'm lookin like "huh"? So after he gives me the whole story I just told him from now on just to avoid any further confusion in the future. All money will be had upfront and I WILL take care of the reservations. After that, we it was all gravy and back to the grind.

Fast forward to leaving best buy, why did one of my co-workers come back in and tell me that all her hubcaps on her car were stolen. I thought she was kidding but alas, I checked her car out and damn she was tellin the truth. I felt really sorry for her, because I remember last May someone broke into my car right in front of my house and stole 250 of my CD's (all originals none were copies, some I had for over 10 years), my portable CD player, and my Nintendo Gameboy Color (the one right before the Nintendo DS) as well as 4 games for it. I was so upset that someone could be that cruel to take something of mine. It still bothers me to this day, I have yet to buy an music CD's. I haven't replaced my portable CD player or my Nintendo Gameboy Color. I'm a sentimental person and all the items were something special to me.

For the longest time I wished I had caught the son-of-a-bitch while he was in the act, and could bash him good. Yet if I had who knows what could have happened to me. Either way, I miss stuff. Regardless, I told my co-worker she needed to call the police and file a report. I then left and proceeded on the way home. i was watching the Rose Bowl Game at the job and just finished watching it in my room. The Longhorns have one hell of a Quarterback he put foot to ass tonight. Yet I won't lie I was rootin for South California, but the better team one.

So to you all goodnight and stay warm under the covers. Toodles.

Update to Fiasco New Years Eve

Just wanted to say thank you all for ya kind words on my situation this past December 31, 2005. I did talk with Danielle and let her know how I felt, She apologized and we are cool on the situation. She also explained to me that because of JBass not coming thru with all his funds it screwed up her plans and surprise that she had for me....a stripper. So you know I'm like HELL NAW, now I know he and I are gonna have to have a POWWOW session. I haven't been able to get my claws on JBass, but when i do he and I will have a VERY clear understanding for the future.

From now on, if you wanna kick it, you will have 100% of the FUNDS needed for your room UPFRONT, not 50%, not 70%, or 99.5%. ALL OF IT, if you do not..........then you don't need a room, simple as that.

I guess what really ticks me off more than anything is that he is suppose to be a real cool friend of ours and point blank u don't fuck your friends over like that. So Imma let him know that and hopefully he will take what I have to say to heart SERIOUSLY. To all of ya, enjoy evening and PEACE OUT')

I wish I could say I had a great Happy New Year's but I'd be lying

Greetings to you all in the Year of our Lord....blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. I wish I could say that I had a great Happy New Year's but I would SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO be lying. Let me say as to start off yesterday. We had to check into our hotel by 3pm. I picked Danielle up around 2:45 ish, and we proceed to our destination, Homestead Suites Hotel. Now we had 2 rooms reserved under her name, a friend of ours also wanted a room there as well. I kept telling Danielle to make sure that JBass gives you all of his money so it doesn't intefer with ours. Do you know when I picked her up she stated that JBass hadn't give her all the money yet. So I'm like okay..........what the fuck?

We get to the hotel, I'm under the impression that I'm just only worrying about MY HALF and that was it. First off I knew there was an issue because when we go to check in. Danielle talks to the guy and he lets her know that the rooms have to be paid UPFRONT!!!!! Originally Danielle told me that my card wouldn't be charged and that the card would NOT BE CHARGED UNTIL CHECKOUT!!!!!! So you can just imagine my face when the concierge dude tells me otherwise. Do you know she was like how much do I have on my card? I told her I was only going to put on there $70 bucks because I only had $50 to work with on the weekend. Do you know she had the nerve to ask me to charge $120 on my card???? I just looked at her like I wish I could have struck her dead. Needless to say I charged the amount and walked out the room because I was that upset.

She knew she fucked up when she saw the look on my face and I was just SOOOOOOO pissed with her and JBASS I didn't speak to her for damn near the majority of day. We got in my car drove around to the nearest door to our rooms and we dropped our stuff off. Yet what baffled me the most was her logic on the situation. If she had spent all of her money then she would be broke............SO WHAT THE FUCK, no big deal if I was?? Let me tell you something....I had such a massive headache I was so mad I was out of my Naproxen 550mg meds. I could have killed someone.

Thank GOD, I happen to find some money in my purse because I had to go to Marshalls to get some trouser socks for my boots. We then go by my house so I can get a bottle of wine and my coat. Now this whole period I'm silent because I'm gripping the wheel of my car so damn tight I thought my hands were going to cramp up. We then stop by Best Buy and I chilled out in video games. JBASS was there and Danielle gave him his door keys and he comes up to me. I was nice and respectful but that was IT. She then tells me she is hungry so we stop by McDonalds. On our way leaving, she gives me $40 back. It's fine but I'm still pissed overall. We go to Shop and Save and I end up getting a Bake Chicken and some Pineapple Juice. We finally make it back to the hotel and things are getting better as far as my adittude.

We chillout and eat relax for a minute. Kamina had been calling us throughout the day to see if we wanted to go to this club called DREAMS. Problem was that the fee to get in was $50. We told her we would pass on it, (looking back I wish I had gone since she was able to get in for $25). I start to get in the shower when Danielle answers her cell phone and tells me that Keith needs to be picked up from Metrolink. I'm looking like what the hell u tellin me for, have Larry (another friend of ours) go pick him up or have JBASS do it. I wasnt thinkin about anyone else and I was damned if I was going to be rushed to get anyone else. He called at least another 4 or 5 times. NEEDLESS TO SAY WHEN IT ALL CAME DOWN TO IT, I ENDED UP PICKIN HIM UP.

Again my pissed off attitude came BACK in full force and Danielle is just begging me to be nice. I went off and told her that I was sick and tired of being everyone's god damn taxi cab. If motherfuckas don't have a way out to a place then they don't need to be making the journey. He gets the car and he starts to clown and questions why it took so long. The whole time Danielle is just elbowing me and looking at me just begging me not to say anything. I don't.....for now.

We get back to the hotel room and I'm expecting Danielle to get in contact with Todd because she had been telling me that we would meet up with them and since she was a bartender she would hook us up with some drinks. So NEEDLESS TO SAY ON THAT TIP AS WELL, we never heard anything. Now mind you, I have been couped up in the damn hotel room for a while. I decided I wanted to go down to FIRST NIGHT off of Grand Ave., with the free celebration that the city throws to ring in the new year. Of course since we didn't get there till 11:30pm and then Danielle wants to make a detour which is out the way back to her home so she can you the damn toilet. We finally find a parking spot but only ended up staying for 20 minutes. It was too damn cold and pretty much all the festivites were over with. I was ticked with that and then we go back to the hotel.

We get back to the hotel and everyone had migrated to JBASS room on the 3rd level. I went up there a few times, but eventually I was just so upset I decided to stay in my room. I was so bored I took a self pic in the mirror. Also our room was none smoking and our floor was also more QUIET. Larry eventually made it to the hotel also and joined them up top.

Later on they make it back downstairs to our room. Eventually Danielle, Keith, and Larry leave. After around 10 minutes, I decided to leave for a while just to get some fresh air and clear my head. I was just so dissapointed with the whole day and evening. i felt that I wasted my time getting dressed up. It was all for nothing I could have stayed in some jogging pants and a husband beater. Eventually I went to Steak and Shake and got something to eat. Kamina gives me a call and I let her know I'll be back within 10 minutes. I get back and Danielle, JBASS and Kamina are all in the room. I chill out and eat my food.

The evening comes to close Kamina and JBASS say there goodnights and I take my ass to bed. All I have to say is that, IF ANYONE KNOWS OF ANYTHING JUMPING OFF FOR NEXT YEAR HOLLA AT A SISTA. I told Kamina that I will be kicking it REGARDLESS next year, fuck the entrance fee. So again I hope your Next Year's was better than mine. Lord knows mines wasn't.

note: I did take some pics and uploaded them so you can see them thru my Flickr website off to the right. So enjoy.