sometimes....(poem)

It's so cold outside....Having to bundle up to make sure the air doesn't chill as it does. /curious to know if the only hand I hold is my own. I wonder why does my head hurt so much from time to time. I sometimes smile and other times I'm sad. I want to finish college but don't know what direction I'm wanting to go. I want to leave saint louis, and go somewhere else to start fresh. yet they say home is where the heart is. Yet my heart is so fragile, it could be mistaken for crystal that one must be careful with and not let shatter. Sometimes....I just wish for once....I had all the answers and none of the consequences....