May 22, 2007
This morning I woke up suddenly in a sweat about 1am and couldnt go back to sleep till about close to 4am. I sat up in my room at honestly thought about today and what I would be dealin with. As I type this, I'm obviously a tad bit sleepy but also nervous. As my previous post stated, I'll be bringing closure to a situation that has had an impact on me in such a way that I feel as though I need to step away. What is weird is that this won't be the first time that I've stepped away. Hell the first time was the longest of any of them. But that doesn't mean it won't hurt as much. Yet this time I need to let my feelings and voice be heard so when I step away this time, I won't have regrets.